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I've added blogs and my resume and now I'm confuse what should I add again ^^ but I've made smaller instead so that 800x600 is enough to see it
Almost a month I didn't add or do something with my home, I've been busy lately,
now I decided to tell about this page in "Home" part while I wrote my mind in
"Blog" page, I don't know whether is it right or wrong, but I think I do that way
until I get the right one.
I made a lot of promises to myself, sometimes I couldn't keep it. For example, I'm
gonna update this site at least four or more times in a month, but somehow, I just
so busy so that I neglect this one.
Gong xi fat chai !!!
I'm back again..
I classify my artwork into two kinds :
Mostly, what have I done alone are some posters design, some homepage design for myself
and some illustrations (but I haven't scan them TT)
I've been working with my pals since we on semester 4, not so many actually, and what we've done
is software developing.. Our dreams are same, we're going to build our own software house.
There are a few more, and for convinience I put it in different site. All about this one. Still developing ^^ hope be patient for a while
Hi my name is Kartika and I'm trying to rebuild my base, ^^ it's still a mess. Hope you can know me at last. See you soon in updates okey ^^
It's me again, with some reparation on some parts of it.. and voila.. become like this.. ^^ Yesterday, I've just watch "Kate and Leopold", I know it's an old movie but, somehow, I 'd like to watch it. It's so different character of Hugh Jackman, who acted so sweet and gentle, comparing with Wolverine and Van Helsing. I'd like to enter him into one of my favourite actor. I'm wondering if there could be someone like Leopold nowadays. ^^ [Top]
Today I experincing so many exciting moments of time with Sanny and Menlu.. watching National Treasure by Nicholas Cage, it was a spontainuous plan and action I got back to me again. People said that Edison failed 2000 times before he made a lamp, but we also can saw it as Edison didn't fail he only found 1999 different ways to make lamp and he only need 1 way to light it. That was what Cage said in National Treasure. And I also finished watching Finding Forrester by Sean Connery, it was a very touching and full lesson film, a boring drama that people dislike to watch, probably. Comparing those two film, the action that starred by Cage is made me to act more naturally because that film reminds me to keep full spirited and alive, to devote (i almost lost that word) about what we've done, (reminds me so much to The Rock, when Cage played as chemical super freak, whilist here history super freak) I become up again after watching the movie. Finding Forrester teached me about writtings, some people cannot write well, at first time, need some bait, and after that we could type our words, our own. Also, some good quotes could be quoted..
I do feel agree after watching "Someone Like You", 'you' here means someone who stay, could be around, or could be still, in fact of it is just stay, whenever you down, or may be even when you're burst into tears without saying anything just still.. Also, it means, that you don't need to always analyze what we've been doing, or more exact, we should be more enjoying lifes, or you can say that live your life lively.. Somehow, the one you looking for is not always so far away, but he's just right here, near you, and you don't realize at all, cause maybe everyday you fight with him, or maybe yell at him, but somehow when he's not around, you become feel to lose something.. ^^
Yoo... more than a month.. I can't believe in myself, so busy.. On Januray, I'll be starting entering the business world, some say adult world, a little bit scared yet fascinating, stunned also exciting. So many feelings inside. Just now, (12.57 AM) I haven't sleep a bit, since I've been talking with my little bro about our dreams, and I feel so ashamed, because I've been thinking to give up some of mine, while he said to me that everything he wanted to achieve is so far away and he began his first step.. He made me realized that I just gave up too soon.. ^^ just too soon.
Recently, I've been drowning to myself to some compression project. I accepted the project without thinking so well, I've experiencing hard times since I don't have any experience at all in image compression. I took it for challange myself, kind of selfish right? It was consist three methods, but I just finished one and it took three days for me, but I'll try to enjoy this experience, still not give up and I believe that it gonna be sweet at the end. [Top]
I've just arrived from my trip from Singapore for some family matters, and Singapore is so wow, because the city is so clean, so organised and just so many things that Indonesia didn't have I'm not defending Singapore but I think Indonesia government and people should learn a lot from Singapore. ^^ Also, yesterday I phoned with one of my friend, almost a half hour that he's so excited about his new job and his new world, I feel happy too because my friend shared his happiness with me. But yet, somehow I, a little bit envy of him, because he's so talented, and compared to him, I feel I was nothing. Sob..sob.. I know I'm easily got envy with people's life but, that's not kind of my character also to be drowned in sorrow and grieve. I just laughing to myself right now, until what condition will make me satisfied, NONE, it's just my basic human ambition to get properous or want to be like that after saw others like that. I got my own life right? People said that it's grateful to be know each other, to live in organization world, I do agree with that and I feel grateful I've experienced those. And, right now, I'm trying to live in different way the world I used to live before, I used to in the front row of battlefield and I realised that I got talent in backfield, so I try to maximize them. ^^
Actually I did it, I updated this as once in a week (or at least almost like that) but somehow I don't have enough time to do that, because my work is on track, so tight between first work to second and so on.. ^^ (sigh) But, I don't have enough time also for grieving, because everyone also like that even there still any sobber than me, I should be grateful and stop complaining that's, finally I decided to act. And, voila.. one after the other, the job is finished one by one.. I didn't realize that I wrote this on 01:02 am in the morning, while I still have to go to office for morning.. geezz I think I've drowned myself into work. Well I guess, that's all, go for it...!!! [Top]
Yesterday, I asked one of my friend why he's been asking me about my other friend, and he answered that he's been wondering if she (my other friend) alright, and then I replied that she's fine. But he said to me again, that actually she wasn't also he told me what kind of friend I am, that I don't understand her at all. To be true, I've been asking the same question for myself within these days, one side of me said that I do trust her, in her word. And I also belief that everyone has her/his own ordeal so he/she must overcome it by her/himself, because everyone else did it. But, the other side said that it's kinda cruel of me about leaving my friend like that supported by my nature that I'm not kinda busybody that like to gossiping around, so it depends on my friend whether he/she like to told me or not, but if not, that's fine with me Sigh.. I think I should be re-think about everything again.
After having a thought about one of my friend, it seemed that the one should be worried about is me.. That's what I thought until yesterday evening. It seems my nature to doubt in everything, losing confidence instantly and gain those spirit after that (if I got inspired), I realised that I do too worry about my future, about myself mainly, I just easily got afraid if my path isn;t the same with others, but .. I found the answer for that, (actually I already got it) because our path of life is constructed just for us, not for others or vice versa..
Many recent events made me to feel so grateful, having good bosses, good collegues, good friends. Even I got those under unpleasant events that - I believe - can improve me to be a better person in future. I can find my pattern activities and I drowned as I feel nothing. ^^ [Top]
I've been a lecturer for a half year. Many moments has passed. I feel so content right now, even some of my jobs seems running like a water, keep coming and coming. I just glad, that I was gifted with some cholerics, which enables me to accomplish many jobs that was given to me. At last, I can use it for good. Recently, I just wrote a letter for one of my lecturer which has great influence in me, I was so shy to speak it out loud. But, finally, I gave my letter to him. I just want him to know that he just saved me, and I am thanks him for that. I mentioned him in one of my favourite lecturers in my CV. Guess who is he? ^.^ I planned to say to another 'guru' that has thaught me how to think so hard with our brain, and yet he made that activity seemed so fun. I just read many books, and I glad that I chose the right one. Those books, my lecturers, my fellow are main things that form me right now, I just feel that my karma is showing its fruits, but I don't want drowned in this comfy feeling, because I still need to save my karma for later. So, it just yesterday that I decided to be more appreciative about many things that happened to me. Because I just believe that it is mean something, just to be walk within it. ^^ [Top]
Here I suggest some site for programming, as I developed mine first ^^!
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